However, astral projection did introduce me to a world of meditation, of spirit guides, the astral plane, of magic in a world where magic was said not to exist. So instead of trying to escape, I started to distract, and to utilize these tools to help me. Meditation taught me how to calm myself down, which limited the amount of pain attacks I had. Spirit guides taught me that I am not alone, that I was cared for, which is a discovery that empowers you like no other.
It wasn’t until my first Energy Healing/Reiki session that I felt the first genuine release of pain. I knew from the moment the energy started to flow that I needed to learn this trade, and the healer knew that she needed to teach me. So in the journey of learning to heal myself, I started to learn how to help others heal too.
What Reiki did is it revitalized me, eased my sorrow and gave me inspiration to fight for my health again. So I did- I refused to let doctors turn me away and I learned to ask the Universe (what I refer to as my higher power) to help me. Which led to a whole new array of doctors, one who took me seriously, and set me up on the path to healing. With a mix of doctors, chiropractors, and energy healing, I slowly began to heal and finally got an answer- I had injured my spine. In just the right way so it was hurting my nerves, increasing acid production in my stomach, displacing my ribs, and all that jazz.